莎士比亚十四行诗第90首 | 莎士比亚十四行诗

更新时间：1/19/2025, 12:32:30 PM

原文

Then hate me when thou wilt; if ever, now;
Now, while the world is bent my deeds to cross,
Join with the spite of fortune, make me bow,
And do not drop in for an after-loss.
Ah, do not, when my heart hath ‘scaped this sorrow,
Come in the rearward of a conquered woe;
Give not a windy night a rainy morrow,
To linger out a purposed overthrow.
If thou wilt leave me, do not leave me last,
When other petty griefs have done their spite,
But in the onset come; so shall I taste
At first the very worst of fortune’s might,
And other strains of woe, which now seem woe,
Compared with loss of thee will not seem so.

译文

你要憎恨我，现在就憎恨我吧，趁世人希望我事业失败的时光，你串通厄运一同来战胜我吧，别过后再下手，教我猝不及防：啊别——我的心已经躲开了悲郁，别等我攻克了忧伤再向我肆虐；一夜狂风后，别再来早晨的阴雨，拖到头来，存心要把我毁灭。你要丢弃我，别等到最后才丢，别让其他的小悲哀先耀武扬威，顶好一下子全来；我这才能够首先尝一下极端厄运的滋味；其他的忧伤，现在挺像是忧伤，比之于失掉你，就没有忧伤的分量。

注释

诗人恳求爱友说：“假如你要恨我、丢弃我的话，希望你在目前就下手，爽爽快快，不要拖泥带水，加重我的痛苦；而且如果现在下手，可以使我现在的别种痛苦相形之下变得不足道了。”——第三行：“厄运”参照第37首第三行。